animangafan
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Most of the time, my heads in the stars, in the clouds. I always wish I could be a bird and fly with unbroken wings through the skies. I hate rules and restrictions, hate being tied down by things that bind my wings together like barbed wire, so that's why my mind wanders into the stars and I run with meteors for as long as I can before my chains pull me back to reality. ---------------*****==*****----------------- Everything you know about me will come to realization when the world ends and green butterflies spout from the ashes. When snow rains from the ground, melting into the sky and pours rivers full of mist into the oxygen that circulates around a mountain top at the bottom of the sea. All are my friends unless they claim not. My friends are best friends and will forever have my trust less they break it. Any who break my trust of their foreverly binding friendship will then be my enemies. My enemies turn to dust in the flaming fires that I quake to the skies. That dust of my once known enemies will float along teh breeze to a ship on teh coast of norway. That ship will sink and so will the anger and betrayel given to me by that dust. The dust will dissolve, leaving but a liquid fragment of their being. The liquid flows into my cup from the life dispenser within my household and I will stare. The liquid within that cup means nothing to me as I drink it down - thoughts left unnoticed. I will swallow down my anger and sadness of all the betrayel given by those traitors. I will let it whisper past my ear as if it were simply the wind tickling across my skin. I will look to the sky and then back at my friends, enemies and comrades in all. The fragment of life had run its course, my friends no longer my enemies, my enemies simply my friends. Until that due course must run again - I smile and step up to them as if they'd never left me or tortured my soul. I'd let that traitor - who turned to fiery ash and fell to the liquid sea become one with me once again. For forgive and forget is the true lesson to be learned in this life of unforgiving and unforgetting torture. Learning to accept what has been said and let it go is the true nature of being alive. I have swallowed that cup of ashy water and have moved past my vengene and sorrow - I have let my volcano rest in a silent slumber for all eternity - I have allowed my mind to sink into a relaxing state. I watch teh world go by and I watch as volcanoes are formed and eruptions are made. Hurricanes' destruction, a crashing plane, a sinking ship, an earthquake made by the world reconnecting itself ever so slowly. I see now that all of these events have come to a screeching halt in a factor of complete rest, one little thing that made it all come to a screeching halt. Something that calmed my roaring seas, relaxed the tensing plates beneath our feet, cleared the clouds over our heads, and formed a new island out in sea. The one thing that set everything back together after so many years of the pain, suffering, sadness, and stupid acts - my mind has finally reached its peak of being, allowing everything to slow down and to seem almost natural around you. The simple fact of peace and life - Growing up.
