TW: vent, scuicide

bro im so FUCKING TIRED OF PEOPLE COMIG TO ME FOR HELP WHEN THEYRE SAD, I GET IT YOU HAVE YOUR OW PROBLEMS BUT I DO TOO. I ALWAYS FEEL SO FUCKING SAD WHEN I CANT HELP OR WHENEVER MY FRIENDS ARE SAD. MY LIFE IS SO FUCKED UP AD IM BARELY HAPPY ANYMORE, IVE BEEN MAYBE ABUSED, PEOPLE HAVE BETRAYED ME, I HAVE LOW SELF ESTEEM AND I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. GOD LET ME DIE OR GIMME A BETTER FUCKING LIFE BECAUSE I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE. I DONT EVEN HAVE ANYONE TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS SHIT THAT ACTUALLY CARES WHY GOD WHY JUST LET ME FUCKING DIE, END MY MISERY, END MY FUCKED UP LIFE, I FUCKING HATE EVERYONE