One Last Post

Hello this will be a goodbye from Me of malmal. I liked this place but my personal life has been bad. My situation with my family, depression, and suicidal actions. I have tried to get better and seek help but nothing has been working. I hope this wont be the last time everyone says hi to me. But of course this will the last post, I will still be logging on and off to see whats has been happening. Going back to the family situation and other things, yes I have tried to get help. My family hasn't been very good about me, things that you would think about abusive parents. No it isn't because they love me that they are hard on me, would a normal parent abuse, assult, and threaten to unalive their own child? I didn't think so. Most of the time I would lock myself in for 4 days to 3 weeks or run away to my freinds house. (Yes my parents have a restraining order) I had a good life here and a place to go away from the real world. Goodbye everyone and have wonderful New Year.