You peek too much into the world of fiction, and when you look in the mirror, you don't look as good as the ones on screen. When you compare fiction to reality, it's only going to make you feel bad.
The first artwork that i've drawn. Sure, like many rookie artists, there's a lot to improve on, but i'm satisfied with the results for now. I may not be a good artist right now, but hopefully i'll get better soon.